Has writing in here become a monthly thing now? *laughs*

It sure seems so even though I have all this time on my hands right now. Maybe I just don’t feel like taking the time to think about things and write them out. I find that I use the word “just” a lot. I need to start breaking that habit.

 Right. Now I remember why I don’t write anymore. My hand’s hurting a lot from being at the computer for 7 hours every weekday for the past 2-3 months. Ouchies. I need to learn to take more breaks, but is it even worth the bother if I’m in a crappy chair that’s too low for the desk? My elbows are at this weird height, which puts this weird strain on my shoulders. I can no longer carry a bag of milk from the grocery store on my back. It hurts too much afterwards. It makes me wonder if there’s a rule in the safety book that I can use to talk to my employer about this. *sighs* It’s stupid how much money is poured into the lab work, but they won’t buy us nice computer chairs. I was promised new chairs last summer, but it didn’t happen. I don’t know why. It just didn’t.

 My brain’s turned into mush right now from doing nothing this whole weekend. It poured a bit earlier when I woke up from my nap. I’m kind of hungry right now. I really wish someone could make food for me. It would be really nice to have a half decent meal without really lifting a finger. I can wish, can’t I?

 I got a tv in my room recently so I actually watched two episodes of Comedy Inc. with some comedians that I didn’t know. They were funny, but not the best people out there. It was nice to have a good laugh.

 You know, I really don’t want to go back to school this September. I still have 2 years to go and…I don’t know if I can do it anymore. There are plans for the future that I tell people, but there’s this unease that feels as if everything’s going to come crashing down on me.

 Right now, all I want to do is go back to bed like some sick person and sleep. Because when you’re sleeping, you don’t have to actively think about anything and all your worries are no more.