A School of Fishies in the Sea
It’s been a while since school started again. Strangely enough things are actually going pretty well. I’m on top of my classes and assignments right now (the whole three of them, maybe that’s why?). Didn’t think I could do one of the courses I chose for this term so I dropped it and picked up another course next term. If it worries me enough that I lose sleep over it, then it’s probably not worth the effort.
Even so, I’m very restless and worried right now. I’m not quite sure what it is that is bothering me, but I do think it’s mostly me PMS-ing. *sighs*
School is very lonely for me, you know? I don’t know people in my class and because my average class size is still 300 people, it’s rather difficult to meet people. Oh wells.
The leaves are starting to change colours over here. Maybe when it gets more into the season, I’ll take pictures. I live right against the escarpment so we have a giant hill in our backyard, figuratively speaking.
The other day I got the courage and sent an email to the prof about some things I didn’t really understand in class. He replied saying that I had asked an “awesome” question. It made me really happy. That’s never happened to me before since I’m usually the person who asks stupid questions.
I have an 8:30 class tomorrow followed by a whole day of work so I’m off to bed. Goodnight. Rest well, everyone.
posted by: agromaniac (reply)
post date: 09.19.06 (8:38 pm)
so i've pretty much decided that you need to move down here and go to school with me so we both aren't lonely :]
i have around 30 people in my classes here and i STILL feel lonely and left out. i'm transferring in the spring though. i hope it will be better. just try to think of school as just school and that's it. maybe just small talk to the people nearest you to sort of ease off the loneliness. that's what i try to do. but most of the people here i'd rather not even make small talk with. it's sad. i hate spring hill. >_<
posted by: kayoko (reply)
post date: 09.24.06 (6:51 pm)
Reply to: agromaniac
Move down there. That's pretty complicated considering I'd have to pay international student fees....and I don't think they'd let me immigrate there (though, I would like to =)).
Yeah. Small talk is good for a short time, but when i get home..it doesn't make me feel any better.